Updated event calendar

Hello there,

I have added my remaining events for February. Soon I will add March…

I had really good time at my debut live with EARLY CROSS!

See you soon!


New website


Apparently soon equates to 3 months or so for Me to blog.

Anyway, Stolen. the original rock band has a new website. Please check it out!

Thank you.

Spontaneous update

Hi everybody,

I added some of the May shows.

The Stolen. Single Release Event will be on May 30th, but the promo materials are coming soon.

I wonder if I’ll blog soon. Hmmmm.


Even following the rules, shit happens

*please note that this is written under the influence of pain meds.*

Well, I ride my bike in Tokyo a lot. Sometimes hours a day. I follow the road rules as much as I can and I keep my eye on all the other vehicles and pedestrians so I can travel safely. I watch people do annoying things all the time. I always make sure to steer clear. 

Today I am biking along the left side, as cars do, and there is an older lady riding towards Me, the opposite direction in the middle, slightly left side, of the road. I get over as far as I can to the left to give her space. Then about a meter away she suddenly vears to her right to collide with my bike head on! I only managed to yell “Why!!!!” in Japanese before she slams into us. Her heavier bike stops short and my bike jolts and falls to the ground. 

Firstly I look back at my daughter who is safely strapped in. She says, I’m ok, I’m ok, right away without Me even asking. Some neighborly people come over and haul my bike up. Once I get up, I realize my knee ain’t quite right. It doesn’t feel particularly broken, cause I know how that feels, but it’s looking a funny shape and basically said, nope, I ain’t moving. 

That’s how I got a trip in an ambulance. A few X-rays later and I’m out again with some nifty painkillers. Not broken. Thank God. 

I’ll never know why that woman swerved to hit us. It was a mistake. I do hope she’ll be more careful in the future and perhaps consider riding on the correct side of the road. She was kind of an odd duck. The cops agreed that she was a strange person. I prefer to have nothing more to do with her.

Anyway, I get to hobble around in pain for a while. Dr. said I can use it normally. 

So sometimes even when we try to do everything right, shit happens. 

And then I get to put my feet up for the rest of the day and get served and have an excuse to be whiny. Works for Me!!! 

Pretty much as long as my daughter was safe, I was relieved. 

Take care out there! Which only works to a point….the point where shit happens. Then it’s a matter of riding it out. Excuse the pun. 


When I feel responsible for something out of my control 

*Strange as it may seem, I rarely blog because I wonder if it would be interesting or useful for anyone. I’m also quite a random freelancer, so the idea of blogging on schedule is probably a nice one that I’ll fail at quickly. *

Anyway, a bunch of circumstances led Me and my daughter to be cast in a commercial. Funny how these things happen without any intention of mine. It was hard work. Don’t underestimate how hard movies are to make. This time was also a three day, location shoot. Not exactly the easiest, but definitely the most fun. We were blessed with the opportunity to stay in a great ski resort hotel in Niigata and to work on the top of a beautiful mountain. 

Perhaps the most challenging part was my own feelings. It was very difficult to separate myself from my daughter. Whether she collaborated, or refused, felt like my responsibility. 5 year olds don’t care if they have a job to do, or if they are getting paid. They want to do something or they don’t. It was a psychological test of my relationship with her and my discipline. When the clock was ticking and the production costs were climbing, it was hard to allow her space to come to terms with the job she needed to do. At one point she actually said “you’re driving me crazy!” when she was trying to make a snow man and we kept asking her to smile. For her, when she is creating, she is quite serious by nature. At that moment I realized that I was getting all caught up in my own fears. Fear that I was a bad parent. Fear that my daughter is not disciplined. Fear that many people will be inconvenienced and it would be my fault. I awoke. I backed away. I breathed. I released my guilt. I let the situation unfold and eventually she did smile beautifully and they got the shot. And of course I find out afterwards that she did amazing for 5 years old and everyone was impressed. All of those fears were mine and mine alone. 

Well, the job was done and overall we had an amazing experience. I’m overly tired, I have a few blisters, a few bumps and great memories too. I learned about myself and about my daughter. The staff were wonderful, every single one of them. They showed so much affection for my daughter and she obviously felt very relaxed and happy with everyone. I wish them all happiness.

*I find it quite mysterious that I feel like blogging right now. Perhaps I’m delirious. *

Mostly I’m very excited to see the final 30 second commercial that we helped to create. It will capture my 5 year old daughter in her best moments in very high res video and I’ll cherish it forever. I’m grateful for this gift.

Drinking red wine out of the bottle on a bus headed for Tokyo, after two long days, 

was also fun!




Updated Events Calendar

Hi everyone, I finally updated my events Calendar for 2015 so far! There are plenty of shows to choose from! I look forward to seeing you there.

Omori Folk Town Live Oct 23, 2014

October 23rd, 2014

風に吹かれて Omori Folk Town

〒 143-0016

TEL&FAX :03-3763-6555


Open: 6:00   Start: 7:30


Mel Ushikubo and Hiroshi Hoshino
Mel Ushikubo and Hiroshi Hoshino

 and then….



You’ll love it!

Poem: Message


If you’re not good enough today,
It’s ok.
If you made a lot of mistakes,
It’s ok.

I’ll love you anyway.
I’ll love you anyway.

If you wish you had a lot more,
It’s ok.
If you’re never ever satisfied,
It’s ok.

I’ll love you anyway.
I’ll love you anyway.

Lay yourself down and rest your head,
Just this moment be alive
And let go of all these thoughts
That mess up your insides.
Cause right here, right now you are fine.

If you hate this life you have lived,
It’s ok.
If you don’t know what to do to change,
It’s ok.

I’ll love you anyway.
I’ll love you anyway.
I’ll love you anyway.

May Music Schedule Update

Hi Everyone,

Here are my upcoming shows!

The May Music Schedule for LOON and Mel & Hiroshi:

2014-05-04 Ota Enishi Project Charity Live in Ikegami Star Gakki.

LOON goes on stage at 12:10.

Details can be found here: Ota Enishi Project Charity Live

2014-05-06 Heiwajima Boat Race Stage,

Acoustic LOON First Stage 11:00 am, Second stage 1:15 pm.

Details about location can be found here:

2014-05-17 Studio 80 Ottanta, Kamata

Mel & Hiroshi (Jazz Unit) Time to be announced (evening).

Details about location can be found here: Studio80 Access

Thanks for your support!